Expectation : a belief that someone will or should achieve something
I am expected to be a certain way.
I am expected to act like a trophy wife.
I am expected to be a house maid.
I am expected to be classy at all times.
I am expected to be discreet.
I am expected to say yes all the time.
I am expected to change for the sake of someone else’s comfort.
I am expected to always be on time.
I am expected to bite my tongue.
I am expected to bow down to the all mightiest of the house.
I am expected to be someone who I am not just because you are not happy.
What about my expectations? What about my feelings, my requirements, my standards and morals?
What about the fact that I feel suffocated and trapped everytime I have to just pretend that didn’t hurt or that the simple truth is that you are wrong?
What about the fact that everyone expects and apology from I and never gives one in return to all the pain and mental suffering you cause?
What about the fact that I pull myself apart to run around doing everything they ask of me every single one of you and no one helps me out or considers how they make me feel about all these things that are just plain selfish of all of you to expect?
What about the fact that your expectations had led me to cry quietly in the shower and day dream about hurting me just to feel something other than anguish…