May 30, 2016

What is love, love?
Is it you and I, sharing lips under the scenery of the bluish sky?
If I told you I loved you would it be true to lie?
I’ll let you decide, I’ll let you decide

 

 

I don’t think there is ever great words to describe how we met, what I thought and what I felt when you crash landed in my life. I write a lot, I feel a lot, and I say a lot when my emotions overwhelm me but somehow with you, I am at a lost. I can never put the words in the right order or say exactly the emotion I am feeling when I am around you. Its such a mixture and to narrow it down to one would be a horrible way to describe us, let alone you.

We met unexpectedly. Instant bond and connection. Something about the way you loved me for me and you treated me like a queen astounded me. Hell, you were crazy though, still are. You and I, we are fireworks of emotions and missed communications but somehow in all our chaos there is peace. There is love. There is happiness. I love you.

You are everything that I want and more and though our relationship has not been easy it has been worth it. I want to show the world this man I got for my own self. All mine. I’m smiling in the middle of my own darkness because you are my moon. I married yet again. To a wonderful man. I’m healing my scars. I’m healing my heart.

 

 

**To my amazing husband**