Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
What would you call this train of thought? All I can do is think of you every second, every minute of the day. What would you say if I told you that I’m falling for you and you don’t even know it. What would you do if only you knew…?
The fact of the matter is that even if you knew, you would not do a damn thing. This thing that we do, those nights that we had, all these memories are just haunting me constantly. I can’t give myself again, no, not to another. You have me wrapped around your finger.
You don’t even love me. You don’t even miss me. You don’t even appreciate the fact that I am still here for you despite of your hazardous ways. Its toxic, being with you, friends or not, its always toxic. Because you do not see what is in front of you. You do not value this heart.
Remember the night under the stars, next to the crashing waves, and we had just been in the middle of a moment. I asked you what song reminded you of me, and this song played and you looked up at me and smile and said, “This one. This one is for you.” And I foolishly believed it. I ignored my right mind and followed my heart that beat hope.