Lovesong…

Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I’m alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

What would you call this train of thought? All I can do is think of you every second, every minute of the day. What would you say if I told you that I’m falling for you and you don’t even know it. What would you do if only you knew…?

The fact of the matter is that even if you knew, you would not do a damn thing. This thing that we do, those nights that we had, all these memories are just haunting me constantly. I can’t give myself again, no, not to another. You have me wrapped around your finger.

You don’t even love me. You don’t even miss me. You don’t even appreciate the fact that I am still here for you despite of your hazardous ways. Its toxic, being with you, friends or not, its always toxic. Because you do not see what is in front of you. You do not value this heart.

Remember the night under the stars, next to the crashing waves, and we had just been in the middle of a moment. I asked you what song reminded you of me, and this song played and you looked up at me and smile and said, “This one. This one is for you.” And I foolishly believed it. I ignored my right mind and followed my heart that beat hope.

Crazy In Love…

‘Cuz I know I don’t understand,
Just how your love can do what no one else can.

I keep on thinking about how your touch set me on fire. Just one look and you filled my desire. It was lust and love all at the same time. It was want and give just you and I. You set my soul alive each time you whispered my name into my ear. I could feel every sense in my body heighten.

Your ability to make me squirm as you teased the hidden points of my body always left me breathless. I couldn’t think when you kissed me, let alone function when you bit me. Your rough hands tracing the outline of my breast to the side of my hips and down to my thighs and back up around to cup my bottom.

I remember making you groan as I wiggled against you. The heat coming from a special place. The want in me to undress you. We were intoxicated with each other. There was only us and this moment alone. I slip off the dress slowly letting it free fall down my body. The look on your face when you found nothing but my bare skin. Your eyes shone in delight and your mouth curving into hunger to satisfy your manly needs with me.

You would kiss the back of my neck. Then suck on the tip on my breast. You’d trail down my back laying sweet soft kisses and your hands would produce the sweet torture to my need. We’d become one. My hips meeting yours with every thrust. Your firmness in me making me come close to my unravelling. The moan of my name escaping your lips. The way we made love, the simple need of bare skin together. You were intoxicating.